what?sounds kinda serious...nah...nothing important really...lately i've been feeling so very uhmm fulfilled?ah more like busy...i got involved in a lot of activities and have to meet a lot of people and settle a lot of things...so what do those have to do with copy cats?great question!nothing really...did it grab your attention?good!mission accomplished...hahaha...
anyway, i feel kinda like a copy cat now...i read someone else's blog and now i'm all fired up to write something...now that i start writing, i noticed, really, i have nothing to talk about...my short holiday is coming to end now (cue:a long *sigggggggghhhhhhhh*)...can't say i'm looking foward toward class (what does that seem to you?an unmotivated student?spot on!)...i feel kinda bad, but i wish the holiday is a bit longer...i can laze around and watch a lot of junks (ah don't feel offended my dear korean dramas!you are still first in my heart...err...)...i can also spent skulking around other people's facebook pages (stalker mode: on) and put on nonsense status (i so do love to grab others' attention!)...i can also do my private melodrama diva time, listening to sad love songs (more like break-up, you-are-leaving-me and someone-i-love-dearly-died-and-i-feel-like-dying-now songs) and read tons of romance (again rotting my brain with uselessness)...
i can also spend my free minutes moaning about my financial status (not that i do something about it...like WORK!)...and bemoaning about my useless life right now...i was about to use the word (cue:*tuuuttt*) s*it just now (get it?if not you need to check your brain...nah...jk jk!) to describe my life..i'm afraid i should start stop cursing now...it's addictive...even when i'm in dire financial straits, i still has yet to learn my lesson...i still plan to shop...here cue in keri who's being gentlemanly and will act as my errand boy tomorrow...i plan to buy this lovely table set at stevens that i reaaaaaaaaally can't live without (not that i actually die without it but hey, it's on SALE!)....
what's wrong with girls and sale?it's me who's wrong here...my brain is wired to be unresistant to sale...and clothes...and shoes...and jewelries...and books...and tea set (what??)....and...should stop somewhere before someone starts choking me...anyway, i'm one day away from class season...
another issues: it's raining all day today...what does that mean to me...nothing...i love rain...it makes the summer bearable (summer is coming to an end, welcome AUTUMN!i very much love autumn!summer means sweat, yucks!)...
ah now i remember!i'm so used to reading something in english that when i read someone else's blog in malay, i felt somehow confused...not that my english is so good that i've forgotten my mother-tongue...it just felt different...apparently that lady is very popular online...thousands (did i exaggerate here?) of people read her blog (unlike me who probably got, hmmm, one reader...as in myself...hahahaha)...but the thing is...i can't UNDERSTAND what she was trying to say!
i'm not exaggerating here...it's really confusing to me!i feel like i'm in an alternate universe where people don't actually speak my language...she did some of her posts in english...the thing is, they confused me more!not that her english is bad (and i'm that good), it's just that her sentences are hmmm weird?more like wrong somehow....ahhh...the issue here, why am i criticising her???she doesn't know me and i don't even know her (she will probably think i'm a jealous blogger, that bitch!hahahaha)!....i guess i have nothing important to think about now...that's why i'm becoming bitchier (coz i will focus all my energy towards bitching on other people!)...
as you can see, i can be bitchier when i have nothing to do...bless you, please shoot me when i'm becoming bored...i know this post is very long (and getting longer by seconds)...especially it's about nothing...need to sign off...will write more useless post soon!(don't count ur breath!)
edit: (what???yes this is getting longer...bear with me or just skip this...no one force you to read this!) i just read someone's blog...i keep thinking 'why can't i be as interesting as her?mine is full of bull!!!'...then i sat back and reflected (for about 5 seconds)...and i found that i like my blog (as stereotypical and boring it is)...it's mine...it reflects my eccentricity (or 'normalness', in relative to a lot of other more eccentric people, to quote fazan) and my thoughts...i may not have deep thoughts (about war or world politics or religion or other more important matters), but i have my own depth (defensive?hehehe)...my writing may not be extravagantly great, i won't get a noble prize for writing, i may not even have 100 of readers but hey, at least i read my own blog!hehehe...now, i'm really siging off...i'll leave the rest of my thoughts for my next post (cue:*groan....* more???)
anyway, i feel kinda like a copy cat now...i read someone else's blog and now i'm all fired up to write something...now that i start writing, i noticed, really, i have nothing to talk about...my short holiday is coming to end now (cue:a long *sigggggggghhhhhhhh*)...can't say i'm looking foward toward class (what does that seem to you?an unmotivated student?spot on!)...i feel kinda bad, but i wish the holiday is a bit longer...i can laze around and watch a lot of junks (ah don't feel offended my dear korean dramas!you are still first in my heart...err...)...i can also spent skulking around other people's facebook pages (stalker mode: on) and put on nonsense status (i so do love to grab others' attention!)...i can also do my private melodrama diva time, listening to sad love songs (more like break-up, you-are-leaving-me and someone-i-love-dearly-died-and-i-feel-like-dying-now songs) and read tons of romance (again rotting my brain with uselessness)...
i can also spend my free minutes moaning about my financial status (not that i do something about it...like WORK!)...and bemoaning about my useless life right now...i was about to use the word (cue:*tuuuttt*) s*it just now (get it?if not you need to check your brain...nah...jk jk!) to describe my life..i'm afraid i should start stop cursing now...it's addictive...even when i'm in dire financial straits, i still has yet to learn my lesson...i still plan to shop...here cue in keri who's being gentlemanly and will act as my errand boy tomorrow...i plan to buy this lovely table set at stevens that i reaaaaaaaaally can't live without (not that i actually die without it but hey, it's on SALE!)....
what's wrong with girls and sale?it's me who's wrong here...my brain is wired to be unresistant to sale...and clothes...and shoes...and jewelries...and books...and tea set (what??)....and...should stop somewhere before someone starts choking me...anyway, i'm one day away from class season...
another issues: it's raining all day today...what does that mean to me...nothing...i love rain...it makes the summer bearable (summer is coming to an end, welcome AUTUMN!i very much love autumn!summer means sweat, yucks!)...
ah now i remember!i'm so used to reading something in english that when i read someone else's blog in malay, i felt somehow confused...not that my english is so good that i've forgotten my mother-tongue...it just felt different...apparently that lady is very popular online...thousands (did i exaggerate here?) of people read her blog (unlike me who probably got, hmmm, one reader...as in myself...hahahaha)...but the thing is...i can't UNDERSTAND what she was trying to say!
i'm not exaggerating here...it's really confusing to me!i feel like i'm in an alternate universe where people don't actually speak my language...she did some of her posts in english...the thing is, they confused me more!not that her english is bad (and i'm that good), it's just that her sentences are hmmm weird?more like wrong somehow....ahhh...the issue here, why am i criticising her???she doesn't know me and i don't even know her (she will probably think i'm a jealous blogger, that bitch!hahahaha)!....i guess i have nothing important to think about now...that's why i'm becoming bitchier (coz i will focus all my energy towards bitching on other people!)...
as you can see, i can be bitchier when i have nothing to do...bless you, please shoot me when i'm becoming bored...i know this post is very long (and getting longer by seconds)...especially it's about nothing...need to sign off...will write more useless post soon!(don't count ur breath!)
edit: (what???yes this is getting longer...bear with me or just skip this...no one force you to read this!) i just read someone's blog...i keep thinking 'why can't i be as interesting as her?mine is full of bull!!!'...then i sat back and reflected (for about 5 seconds)...and i found that i like my blog (as stereotypical and boring it is)...it's mine...it reflects my eccentricity (or 'normalness', in relative to a lot of other more eccentric people, to quote fazan) and my thoughts...i may not have deep thoughts (about war or world politics or religion or other more important matters), but i have my own depth (defensive?hehehe)...my writing may not be extravagantly great, i won't get a noble prize for writing, i may not even have 100 of readers but hey, at least i read my own blog!hehehe...now, i'm really siging off...i'll leave the rest of my thoughts for my next post (cue:*groan....* more???)
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