as usual after a long session of talking (more like a little bit of discussion, a dash of gossiping, a lot of bitching on my part and censored conversation session), i will always have something to ponder about...firstly, i noticed this habit of saying the word 'bitch' and its derivatives...a lot...i think almost all of my posts got this word, be it bitch, bitching or bitched...not something to be bragged about but i'm bugged nonetheless...is this word fast becoming my new 'chilax' (chill + relax, apparently the new 'cool', not that i know of anything cool, i'm that slow and 'uncool')?got enough of pondering on 'bitch'?yup...let's move the heck on...
secondly, i'm disturbed (more like weirded out) by my endless ability to bitch (is there any other word that i can use???i'm getting desperate!) for hours...i can always find the smallest thing to fault...wait...is this the part where i should self-reflect and turn a new life?nah...i just want to understand where all this bitterness comes from...hehehe...not that i'm bitter in general...it's just that i can safely say that any issue discussed can solely be made worse by me!hahaha...i can add new tidbits for ages to get the conversation going at the hottest level...that's how good (or bad?) i am in fanning the flame...i'm very subtle...yeah sure...can anyone be subtle if u a are bitching another person?not really...
thirdly, did i mention i love to talk (this blog and the length of a post are the proof and testament of my talkativeness)?well i can basically talk about anything under the sun...so why is this useless piece of information got to do with anything?this is one of the result of my self-reflection (short as it is, probably about 1 minute after i sat on my swivel chair and think of something to write on here), i felt like what i think of myself doesn't necessarily fit someone else's image of me...i think i'm talkative coz i admit i'm not comfortable with silence...someone may think 'wow...can someone shut this weirdo up...she's talking my ear off!'...another person may think 'wtf!i don't know u and i'm not interested in ur pimples!get a life!'....translated as 'u r annoying me so wire ur mouth shut'...what about my other personalities that i see very positively...such as helpfulness (ah not that i'm thaaat helpful, it's a mood thing) percieved as busybody-ness (new dictionary of harley)...and other things i'm pretty sure u can think of from someone u really can't stand...
in the end, am i that bad or any good?i can tell coz it's what others think of me...do i lose sleep over it (as in because of what other people think)?probably sometimes but not all the time (i should at least care sometimes rather that taking the 'whatever' way of life, right?)...people matters...i can't be my own island (but i can safely say i'll enjoy my own island...doing whatnot hohoho)...
lastly, do u like my titles?hehehe...i love using weird titles...did it catch ur attention?good!does this post fulfill ur every need?of course not!this is not a miss fix-it life answering column...i'm nowhere near that angelic...my opinions may not be acceptable by many (may not be important by anyone at all)....does this post fit its bizzarre title?hahaha...it is a mixture of many things...
secondly, i'm disturbed (more like weirded out) by my endless ability to bitch (is there any other word that i can use???i'm getting desperate!) for hours...i can always find the smallest thing to fault...wait...is this the part where i should self-reflect and turn a new life?nah...i just want to understand where all this bitterness comes from...hehehe...not that i'm bitter in general...it's just that i can safely say that any issue discussed can solely be made worse by me!hahaha...i can add new tidbits for ages to get the conversation going at the hottest level...that's how good (or bad?) i am in fanning the flame...i'm very subtle...yeah sure...can anyone be subtle if u a are bitching another person?not really...
thirdly, did i mention i love to talk (this blog and the length of a post are the proof and testament of my talkativeness)?well i can basically talk about anything under the sun...so why is this useless piece of information got to do with anything?this is one of the result of my self-reflection (short as it is, probably about 1 minute after i sat on my swivel chair and think of something to write on here), i felt like what i think of myself doesn't necessarily fit someone else's image of me...i think i'm talkative coz i admit i'm not comfortable with silence...someone may think 'wow...can someone shut this weirdo up...she's talking my ear off!'...another person may think 'wtf!i don't know u and i'm not interested in ur pimples!get a life!'....translated as 'u r annoying me so wire ur mouth shut'...what about my other personalities that i see very positively...such as helpfulness (ah not that i'm thaaat helpful, it's a mood thing) percieved as busybody-ness (new dictionary of harley)...and other things i'm pretty sure u can think of from someone u really can't stand...
in the end, am i that bad or any good?i can tell coz it's what others think of me...do i lose sleep over it (as in because of what other people think)?probably sometimes but not all the time (i should at least care sometimes rather that taking the 'whatever' way of life, right?)...people matters...i can't be my own island (but i can safely say i'll enjoy my own island...doing whatnot hohoho)...
lastly, do u like my titles?hehehe...i love using weird titles...did it catch ur attention?good!does this post fulfill ur every need?of course not!this is not a miss fix-it life answering column...i'm nowhere near that angelic...my opinions may not be acceptable by many (may not be important by anyone at all)....does this post fit its bizzarre title?hahaha...it is a mixture of many things...
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