Eid Mubarak 2010

Eid Mubarak to all...I plead for forgiveness and sending all my love to my loved ones, Mama, Baba, Jaja, Gegel, Alin, Aboy, Nenek Maridah, my family and friends...I miss all of you...

this one

this one loves big bang...just want to share ^^

p/s: this is one of my favourites of big bang ^^

pp/s: isn't she the cutest?????my b is the cutest!!!

preview

i got an early bday present!!!!it was from yaya, dora and fazan!!!!it is a beautiful purple top that i fell in love with as soon as i've seen it...will take a picture and upload it here soonish :)

kumawo girls!!!it's very very beautiful!

boriiinnggggg

okay, this is totally unrelated to those who are don't even care about korean entertainment industry but since i do, it's my right to say what i like...first, after watching quite a few variety shows, i must admit ALMOST ALL SNSD (that's Girl's Generation) MEMBERS HAVE NO PERSONALITY, NOT INTERESTING & IMMATURE...in other words, just plain boring....i know they are young, i make allowances for that, but for the fact that at the same show, there were other younger celebrities who come out as very interesting, they stood out as dull fish...they are...especially yoona...no offense...they are JUST PLAIN BORING....stick to performance guys...or develop some personality...i sound evil, but it's true!...watch them in live shows...just plain BORING!....

rage 02

raging in days...i don't understand it either...can i go classic and blame it on my female hormones?

why?...tell me why!

one thing that always always astound and stump me is how korean celebrities only get married when they have a bun in their oven....you know what i mean right?...well, maybe it's a generalized statement but come on....if i make a list of korean celebs who marry when they/their gfs are 3 to 5 months old pregnant and charge a dollar for each couple, i could potentially pay my school fees and loans!...

anyway, the main issue that remains mysterious to me is how about half of these couples are very public about their love and affection...wait, the story is hanging there...continuation: how they coo and mooch their love forever and ever in shows and such but only hold a wedding when a baby is on its way...'i love you and you love me and we are one happy oooopppsy oppa, i'm preggie! we are in a world of trouble now! let's make it official before this become a problem of epic proportion!'...

another thing is, sometimes, some of them are together for such long time, people even forgot that they are together!...hey, if you can be together for 3 to 10 years, or even live together for that amount of time, why not tie the knot?...i heard it's very traditional there in korea, where marriage is still being held sanctity...if you can make a baby, either accidental (don't you know abstaining is the best contraception?...i thought people learned it in school, not in malaysia though...that's another story) or not (can you not just wait a bit until the i's dotted and t's crossed?), that means you have a healthy sex life as it is, what's the difference between getting married or eventually get married when one gets pregnant?

anyhow, it's not my problem and these korean celebs don't even know or care about me and my opinions...i'm just stumped by the sheer stupidity of it...i don't care if anyone gets pregnant before marriage...i don't care if they get married...i mean hey, it's their life, their choice....but the number of korean celebs getting married and boom!, a baby 2 to 4 months later, just astounds me...why?...just tell me why!...why do you guys keep doing this?...it's like sending a message to others:

'we got married because we got pregnant'

instead of...

'we got married because we are in love'

.....despite the tears and lovey dovey poses in the wedding pictures.

fook yuu!

anyone who knows me knows i love anything korea...korean dramas, movies and songs, i love them all...well, mostly...anyway, naturally i am fascinated with koreans...in auckland, it's like a mini korea, where there are koreans everywhere...i've met lots of koreans but talked to so few of them...one guy, i've seen him so many times in uniguide and ambassador (uni of auckland's programmes that i've done for 2 years, so far), but i've never got the chance to talk to him...

see, there are too many of us, uniguides and ambassadors, i mean...but one thing for sure, only about 1/4 keep coming back (like ole me!)...so, i got my chance about a few days ago...my friend joyce knows him...so when we saw him trying to get in the locked-out clock tower (one of uni's buildings), we tried to help him...while waiting for help, i, being a shameless person that i am, told him how obsessed i am in all things korea...he kinda understood and even entertained me by doing korean imitations...

you see, a few days ago i saw a clip of a korean movie by one of my favourite actor...this actor used to study in auckland a few years back...so, he can speak english reasonably well, with korean accent of course...in this movie he was an american (a second generation korean in america)....he spoke english all the time...but this story wasn't about him...it's about another character, who was also a korean american...he ran with the wild american crowd which cursed a lot...but, funnily, his english was sooo accented, instead of 'fuck!', it sounded very much like 'foook!'...it was damned hilarious!

thus, when i told this korean-descent guy i met at ambassador, he imitated korean accented english and started going 'well, fook you!!!!you mootha fakka!!!'...it was a moment to remember forever...kamsamida!!!!...chuwaeyo!!!!....it was awesome!!!...

rage 01

something i'm pretty sure almost all people cannot stand is people who don't take care after themselves...well, i'm, as i said earlier, pretty sure, almost all people can't stand these kind of people....i mean, i know i am definitely not perfect...i leave my messes around for other people to clean up to, intentionally or not...but one thing i would definitely definitely NEVER do is leave my shit or pee around....yes, this is crude at the basest level...you want to know why?....why, it never pay to be subtle when i want to get my message across....

i'm done with these kind of people...it's disgusting...don't you ever notice the lever for water pump in the toilet?...you know, the thing you press when you the toilet to clean your leavings...it's called a flush and you press it down for water to come from the pump into the toilet bowl...if you shit is proven to be too hard to clean up the first time, please please please learn the virtue of cleanliness and patience by waiting for the water pump to be refilled....then you press it again and repeat the process until all of your shit are all cleaned up, as in none, absolutely NO shit is left in the bowl...seriously, no one wants to come to a toilet to see some streak of shit lying somewhere around the toilet bowl...it's filthy and disgusting...please, don't you ever learn how to clean up after yourself when you were small?...

do you think someone will gladly clean up your shit?...even the cleaner who are being paid to clean up the toilet doesn't deserve to do it...they are being paid to clean, yes, but not YOUR shit...they are paid to clean the whole toilet in general, as in when the toilet has been used one too many times, it definitely is now officially dirty than shit itself and needs to be thoroughly cleaned....cleaning up individual messes is NOT anyone's job...it's your own job to clean your own shit...you make the shit, you clean it...and don't let me start on pee...

yes, pee...don't you ever checked whether the water is all clear after you've departed your pee (i don't even know why i used that word, i'm just raging here)?...pee is smelly and not flushing means the pee smell will get stronger and lingers in the damned bathroom...so, please...learn to flush...twice if you are unsure...yes, this may sound so un-environmental friendly and wastes water, but hey, i'd rather waste water than let people deal with my own damned pee...it's majorly gross and so wrong in all level that i feel like chocking the person who does this with his/her own pee...remember, leave clear fresh smelling water in the toilet, not pee-yellowy urinal smelly water!...

i know it's a public toilet but if all learn to clean after themselves, people like me can bear to use it...as it is, i always always unhealthily wait until i get home to do the small or big job, unless i cannot take it any longer...ah, and my last advice on this topic, please please please wipe the toilet seat after you used it...or if you are in malaysia, hose it with water, twice...i don't want my butt to do some indirect skinship with yours...it's unhygienic...and much much much yucky!...arghh...DO LEARN THESE 2 THINGS:

1. FLUSH UNTIL ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS LEFT!
2. WIPE/HOSE DOWN THE TOILET SEAT!

life is too short for me to deal with people's shit and pee...i'd rather eat my own shit or drink my own pee than clean up after you disgusting people!

-end of rage-

round and round and round

a jumbled up lyrics kinda stuck in my mind for a while now...it feels like they are describing my situation right now...

'sunny came home with a vengeance...days gone by and i am hypnotized', shawn colvin - sunny came home

'you can check out anytime you like, but you can never leave', eagles - hotel california

'you're trying to ease off, but you know you won't get far', lene marlin - unforgivable sinner

don't worry, i know it's not infectious...life, after all, has its ups and downs...beautiful beautiful words...

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local-lah!

new month, new resolution...actually, i'm sticking to my previous resolution...the reason of this post?....well, it's to tell the whole world what a cheat i am...yes, i am a copycat...i copy a lot of things...i cook the meal my friends cooked the day before...i listen to songs i heard on a friend's playlist...i write things i get inspiration from other places...basically, there's almost nothing original about me..that's it...i am doomed to in the land of un-originality and banality (the latter is another story for another day)...