mercenary me

feminists are forever bleating about woman's rights to equality (oppss, not bleating, that's too harsh, campaigning is more like it) and independence...while i agree with them, and enjoying the fruit of their labours, i also have the female dependence tendency...being never experiencing as a half of someone (boyfriendless to be more apt), i have always done things by myself, or with friends or family...

a lot of my girl friends keep on saying that they prefer to pay half of things and some such when they are on a date...me?...i would really really really love to be a mercenary bitch and have my boyfriend/husband to pay for me...it's not that i'd rather shop and enjoy his money (i would actually), i would rather do something i love like operating a cake/shoe shop and shop and enjoy his money at the same time!!!!...hahahaha....

well, i envy those who got chocolates, teddy bears, cakes, clothes or whatever from their boyfriends...i know i would reciprocate by buying my other half some thoughtful gifts, but getting one will be a whole new experience for me...i love giving gifts and it goes that i love getting them...sadly, i've never gotten a perfume or something really really really surprising from anyone...

i love the presents i've gotten from my family and friends, but i rarely gotten things i really love...wait!...i remember now, a few years ago i've gotten a gift voucher from a bookstore from my friends syafiq and marie...i love them for it :) ....i want a boyfriend who gives me thoughtful gifts like that...i'd better count my prayers then huhuhu...