since the world is formed, since the run rises from the east, since my mom pronounced me lazy, i've been known as a procrastinator...funny thing is i always leave a bit of things unfinished just to do it at the very last second...i plan n plan n do thousands of lists everyday (i love writing lists, it's as if my world will turn black without it) but yet again, i will always leave my work until it's 'time's up buddy!'....
welcome to the world of procrastinator!it's not funny, it's not cute but it's my reality...i even made a pact to myself 'hey!since u got like gazillion of time why doncha do this n that now???i will reward myself with a nice dinner or some good olde shopping!'....but noooooo i must not touch these works...even if i do, i must leave some for tomorrow...it's like a cat leaving a trail of his piss around, i'm leaving the trail of unfinished business behind me....
sadly this also reminds me that my life will always be an unfinished business...i once thought 'i need to write my will somewhere just in case someone will pack up my stuff when i die n find it...won't it be wonderful (too much korean dramas i'm afraid)'...then i proceeded to find a piece of paper n settle down to write up my will...
here is goes: 'to my beloved mama n baba, i leave u my love n my old ratty pillow that i love so much...to my dear sister jaja, i leave u my old mobile phone to cherish or sell or flush down the toilet...to my recalcitrant n thoughtful sister gegel, i leave u all of my cherished books that i know u will never touch (they're moulding n building their own nests in my bookcase at home)....'...there...i just realise i don't even have one possession worth giving away!!!they're just a bunch of stuff that are full of personal sentiments, thus unusable n not even valuable to others...in the span of 22 years that i've been living n breathing (yes, yes, yes i know in reality i'm wee bit older than that but what's a year or two or even three between pals?)...i don't even have any cash to leave behind!i even owe some erhmm not so little money with my credit card!i can put all my things in 40 boxes n that sums up my life....waaaaaiittt my books my worth a lot...avid collector that i am, i even saved my my precious weekly allowance when i was small to buy books...the light of my life....
anyway reflecting back to the topic in hand...procrastination n will-writing....i decide to think about these matter deeply...in another time!^^
welcome to the world of procrastinator!it's not funny, it's not cute but it's my reality...i even made a pact to myself 'hey!since u got like gazillion of time why doncha do this n that now???i will reward myself with a nice dinner or some good olde shopping!'....but noooooo i must not touch these works...even if i do, i must leave some for tomorrow...it's like a cat leaving a trail of his piss around, i'm leaving the trail of unfinished business behind me....
sadly this also reminds me that my life will always be an unfinished business...i once thought 'i need to write my will somewhere just in case someone will pack up my stuff when i die n find it...won't it be wonderful (too much korean dramas i'm afraid)'...then i proceeded to find a piece of paper n settle down to write up my will...
here is goes: 'to my beloved mama n baba, i leave u my love n my old ratty pillow that i love so much...to my dear sister jaja, i leave u my old mobile phone to cherish or sell or flush down the toilet...to my recalcitrant n thoughtful sister gegel, i leave u all of my cherished books that i know u will never touch (they're moulding n building their own nests in my bookcase at home)....'...there...i just realise i don't even have one possession worth giving away!!!they're just a bunch of stuff that are full of personal sentiments, thus unusable n not even valuable to others...in the span of 22 years that i've been living n breathing (yes, yes, yes i know in reality i'm wee bit older than that but what's a year or two or even three between pals?)...i don't even have any cash to leave behind!i even owe some erhmm not so little money with my credit card!i can put all my things in 40 boxes n that sums up my life....waaaaaiittt my books my worth a lot...avid collector that i am, i even saved my my precious weekly allowance when i was small to buy books...the light of my life....
anyway reflecting back to the topic in hand...procrastination n will-writing....i decide to think about these matter deeply...in another time!^^
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