yum yum yum lasagna

i know i always mentioned how i love to exhale food and to cook it too (latter is an afterthought)...so, to give back (0r whatever), i'll make a post of one of my favourite all-time food's recipe...it's a recipe that i've unearth from dear mummy (of course she makes it better, but since u r stuck with me, u get what i cook)...tada: beef lasagna!



wait....i'm too lazy now....that's me...the lazy cow...so...enjoy the visual stimulus above hohohoho!!!...it's really yummy!...seriously!


p/s: this lasagna is made today (actually we already made one last friday, this is made from last friday's leftover hohohoho)...so the picture is fresh!!!hahahaha...

new look!yay!

it's high time for a new look!...when youtube and mozilla revamped, i decided to follow the masters' footsteps and viola!...alas, i'm still too lazy and to inexperienced to make my own template, thus with the helping hands of dear ole google and a handful of blog templates websites, i present you, the all new layout!!!


yes yes, it's not original...who cares?...i don't...hehehehe...i seriously love this one!...the 'comment' section works, that's the most important thing...even if i know i will never actually receive a real comment huhuhu...anyhow, before i wax rhapsody over my super-awesome-'stolen' template, i'll leave u, gentle readers to be wowed by the greatness/cuteness/awesomeness (have i mentioned that?) of my all new blog (at least i do make an effort to change the outlook hehehe)!!!!...


p/s: pardonez-moi for the same picture of the same layout that u can actually see clearly...what can i say?...i was too overwhelmed...hohoho..

youtube

yes, our favourite endless fount of entertainment...so far, it has gone through many changes, some good, some 'let's wait and see' and some bad...it serves me well so far (excepting the fact that it has eaten 98.9% of my bandwidth each month, u bet it should serve me GOOD!)...anyway, after recent face-lift (that's still questionable), i've yet to explore the glory of new updates and changes (hopefully for the better)...i've heard, so far, are grumblings of 'i-don't-like-it' to 'i-hate-it' with some peppering of 'I-F.R.E.A.K.I.N'-LOVE-IT!'...


me?...i've yet to feel the difference...the 'minimalist' look have yet won me over, but i'm not denouncing it as yet...i just feel, what's the word, eh, ahhhh 'indifferent'....hey, i'm no tech geek (i'm no tech pro but i admit i'm totally fascinated by certain aspects of new tech...does that make me a 'geek'...arrgghhh), i just don't care as long as it's still accessible for me to watch my favourites and easy to use...what do u think?...


p/s: yes, as some of u are aware, i am an asian-stuff addict...from it's dramas and movies to songs and entertainers...so, does that answer the question 'why does she subscribe to those asian stuff?'...funny how i totally love asian stuff with exception of my own native country 's entertainment...my native country's entertainment scene, while i must admit, has it's own merit and bright stars, is mostly lame to me....before u fellow malaysians get on ur high horse, let's admit we are all entitled to our own opinions, ne?....u know, freedom of speech and all that (this has turned into a long long long and tiresome p/s)...

funny news of the day

love this: guy gets ticket 30 seconds after parking LOL!

check the link above to read this ingenious letter!!!

plans

i'm almost totally broke, but i'm ambitious...long live dreams and ambitions....anyway, this break, i've planned to:

1. study (as usual, that always be a top priority, but bottom in execution)
2. cook fun food: lasagna (done!!!), korean food, sushi?
3. exercise (my zumba is in the state of limbo)
   
4. decorate room (utterly fun but impossible in my current state of finance)
5. shopping (well, that goes without saying)

alas, the best i can do now is study and cook...i know, i know, food still costs money, but a girl still need to eat no?

reality show today

what can be more entertaining than somebody else's misery?...wow, that's a harsh, sarcastic sounding statement...but it's too true...have u ever watched some shows, reality show, like the wipeout (i love the australian version!very sarcastic, just up to my alley!) or survivor where a bunch of people do some idiotic things to win some cash?...it wasn't even easy money (unlike what we'd like to think)...only one person will win and the rest?...well...they just have to get over it....

a visual stimulus for u courtesy of 'wipeout'

the more people hurt/fall/bleed/fight, the more entertaining it is...who wants to watch some show where everyone is nice to one another, respect other people's feelings and succeed in every challenges there are facing?....that's bullshit...we want blood and gore!....we want conflicts and bitch-slaps!....we want backstabbing and hatred....we also want morons and shit-asses...alas, that's what reality show is all about...feeding our secret monsters and wasting our precious time...but...can we all agreed we are all suitably and satisfyingly entertained?...

sobfest

i'm having a meltdown here...gory sobfest while watching 'a walk to remember'...sad sad sad...i'm so pathetic...

collection

my collection of the week:

my new lappie!her name is 'lappie'!actually i haven't thought of a name for her yet...so she'll stay as 'lappie' as for now....



my various study paraphernalia....my 5 year-old black bear/dog pencil case that i adore so much, my trusty orange mechanical pencil that has served me well so far and not forgetting various lecture notes...photo taken at the law library...don't ask why law...



evie and i...don't we look really dignified here...

my life so far

let's do some reflection here, shall we?...i have been writing for more than a year now (yay!)...while that is worth noting, nothing i've written so far is worth of note (get it?)...before i digress further, what i'm trying to say is, have i grown with time, insight and maturity that comes with time and experience?...


after careful 2 minutes of deep thinking, i can safely say, in some ways, i am developing, for better or worse...in other ways, i'm right where i was years ago, or getting worse...but really, how bad can a person fall?...as yet, i can safely say i have yet to kill a person (at least not intentionally or literally) and i have yet to agree war is the best answer., say like america have been touting so far..but that is just a simplified way to justifying 'bad'...


before i go further into mysteries and intricacies of words, let's stays focused...have i grown (yes, i know i grew physically but that's not what we're discussing here...my girth and my weight are another whole topic to be discussed...or probably not)?...to date, i am still judgmental...not proud of it but i'm not ashamed too...reason: i am only human, a product of God's way, genetics, biology, feminism, upbringing, religion, society and to some extent, Hollywood/korean/chinese/japanese anime, dramas and movies....i'm vulnerable and i follow my own developing set of beliefs...


does being judgmental means i'm bad/good?...not really...if u are really paying attention, every one of my statement is really ambiguous...it is to say, depending on individual situations, judgmentalism plays a crucial role in steering my way...so far my instinct has proven me right, but then again, i am the sole judge so i'll never really know...


moving on from this tiresome topic....have i gain more insight?...truthfully i don't know...i have yet to spend my time scouring world newspapers for latest updates of wars, politics or whatnot, so i'm not learning something significantly new...i have yet to gather enough interest to read more 'serious' books other than romance (yes, i still love romance)....i believe i am extremely ordinary in that sense...


thirdly, have i gain brilliance?...i have never stood out, i am not physically beautiful and i also don't have the personality to 'wow' people...but i believe in myself...to answer that question, yes, i believe i am brilliant...not genius brilliant alas, but i love myself...and will continue to do so...


overall, with all these questions brewing in my head, will i steer my writing to a new and more matured ideals?...heck, NO!what's the point?...i like writing fluff and will continue updating on the trials and tribulations of acquiring new shoes and life through my very confusing and ambiguous lenses....


p/s: for more fluff on the side, would u accept 'blind like a bat' as similar to 'blind as a bat'?...i felt cheated somehow...

can u say something remotely intelligent please?

have u ever been in a conversation whereby u feel like a dumb blonde (i'm not stereotyping blondes here, really, as most of my blonde friends are actually extremely intelligent)?....the thing is, i always always feel extremely brainless in every one of my conversations....reasoning?...ah, coz i never managed to be coherent, never come out with an original idea, never seem to have a justified opinion, never utter any witty comeback, or in plain words, i sound like an idiot uttering nonsense just to get things going...some of my brilliant comments:

• mr. X: 'i think our new prime minister needs to put more effort to be more accessible to his constituents and to think fast on his feet...nowadays, it's really hard to fill mahathir's shoes, no matter what ur political leanings are...'
• me: '........................................................................................' (thought: shit...whatever does he mean???...new prime minister???...political leanings???...da da da...i'm in the twilight zone...da da da...)

second conversation:

• miss x: 'to think logically, we can't always be neutral and non-judgmental...we are human after all...we must sometimes stand firm and say 'i agree' or 'i disagree' and justify our belief...i believe in liberty in religioun...no blind faith for me...'
  
• me: 'errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........hmmmmmmmmm...'(after 30 painful seconds) 'did know that ricky martin is gay?' (note: after all, what can be more eloquent than that?)
  

when have i fallen so far from the Eden of great repertoires and knowledge?...have i even been there before?...it's a major relief that i'm not blind to my stupidity but it's no great relief to know that it's incurable...i have absolutely no understanding in human psyche when it comes to live conversation...my only and best solution so far: either i buck up (read some more, u moron!) or i deserve to live in the dark, with my room's 4 walls, and yes, u too dear dear bloggie, as as silent yet loyal companions....end of self-rumination of the hour/day/month/year (which ever u prefer)...