Sunday, February 8, 2009

shoe-slut

yes an apt name to be bestowed to me...i love shoes...all sorts, colours designs i love them all....with an exception of cheap slutty-like shoes, i wish i have an endless resources to poured into the shoe industry...just talking about shoes makes me all starry eyed with delirious happiness...acquiring shoes puts me in my private brand of heaven!


anyway, shoes are also my private hell...new shoes that need to be broken in cause me endless blisters...for an example, i bought this gorgeous canary yellow ballet shoes with peekaboo open toes and sadly on my first day of wearing them, i bled all over my poor new shoes...notice here, it is the shoes that are poor, not me...i took off those lovelies and walked barefoot in the heat...i had to wash the back of my shoes as the blood from my blisters (not blisters anymore, it's a huge cut!) with soap...


i had to rest my feet for a few days...and lo and behold, i hurt myself again over shoes...today as i went for my breakfast date with indah, i wore my new flirty purple flats with cute pleat-like ruffles running the the middle of the top...i felt grand...sadly, my cutie purple flats have well, flat soles...the soles are hard and my arches are not supported (hey a girl doesn't worry about little teeny tiny things like arch-support when she goes crazy buying shoes!)...my feet keep on slipping and yes, i got another set of blisters at the bottom of my feet now...they hurt like the very devil...


thinking back, i am never wise in choosing shoes...i keep on buying recklessly, no matter the price, colour, design, suitability to occasions and comfort (i put that absolutely last on my list of priorites)....i wear heels all the time (at home) even though i know surely that i will not feel my feet at the end of the day...my main loss of blood can be directly contributed to blisters and cuts that i endure for the sake of my love for shoes...i invest in buying plasters (band-aid) in bulk just for the sole purpose of breaking new shoes...i overbudgeted just because i can't help myself from putting my much-abused feet in those shoes....


ah the sacrifices women made for passion of fashion....can't say my love for shoes can be dedicated to fashion...it's just that i love shoes....i learn to love shoes earlier than i learn to love clothes and jewelries...they are the only thing that i thought that can fit me (adolescent's body conciousness has a lot to answer for; plus low self esteem)...nowadays, i learn to love my body and find clothes and styles that suit my personality (not that my clothes reflect my sterling personality, you need to know me to appreciate me!hahahaha)...


i am by no means fashionable!i love shoes just because...they are cute...they make me happy...they are affordable (unless u crave for designers which cost about an arm or leg or any organs that matters)...they also give me self confidence in my walk (even though i am usually in pain)


alas shoes have their purpose in my disordered life...here i am dedicating my love to shoes...my favourite colours for shoes?white, red and silver!i have tons of shoes in those colours...my favourite type of shoes?heels, hands down!my favourite style?audrey hepburn and old school peekaboo toed heels!

here's one of my favourite brand (not that i can usually afford it!)...it's called pulp and they got some nice range of shoes every season that always make me salivate in envy...

ah here's a point to ponder boys and girls: if u ever notice me in the same shoes for a whole month, then please shoot me!

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